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Premiere Opening Of Onyx’s Closet

June 29th, 2010 § 5

This weekend was my first official experience vending

(Photo from DJ Dragonfly who was rockin it all weekend!)

and I couldn’t think of a better place to have that experience than at such a heartfelt, family oriented and personally meaningful festival such as Movement Play.  I’ve found lately through so many experiences that the more you put out to the world, the more you will receive, and my heart is overflowing with the praise and support I received this weekend.

It’s funny how the whole circle (of life) comes around.  Last year at Movement Play was the birth of my relationship with dance as self-love.  Up until the Saturday night one year ago at MP when Beats Antique played and Zoe Jakes danced, I had “danced” before, kind of wiggled in one place is a better description actually, but something happened that night. While being surrounded by warm and accepting people moving in all sorts of ways, some to the music others not, simply doing whatever their body said it wanted to do at that moment with no judgement, I let go of all of the control and self judgement. I let go of my fear of being “seen”.

For too much of my life I have hid, afraid to share who I am. That night I let it all go. That night my life changed. That night I Danced!  Since then I have been going to Ecstatic Dance and opening myself up little by little through dance which bled into the rest of my life until almost one year later a new person stood looking back at me in the mirror, and her name was Onyx. Lauren lived in reclusive fear, Onyx doesn’t apologize for who she is, she is dark, sensual, calm, open and shares herself with the world that gives her so much back.

Thank you Jenna Luna, Jenny Severo Susan Lee, Christabel ZamorMelissa (Candy) Wren, and Rosie and Ken Masters for supporting me in my dreams.

§ 5 Responses to “Premiere Opening Of Onyx’s Closet”

  • Apryl says:

    While I read this I found myself nodding my head. I found myself saying yes I do need to put more of myself “out there”. I need to release. I need my moment. I still find myself standing behind the crowd, trying to figure out how to express all that I have tumbling around inside….

  • Onyx says:

    Apryl, you are beautiful!

  • Melissa says:

    I am so inspired by you and feel honored to have you in my life. Thank you for encouraging me to find my own path and continue to develop myself. Much love!

  • Susan Lee says:

    I love you soooo much! Remembering that summer at my house where all our creativity exploded all over the place. You are an inspiration to me. Your brightness shows others how to shine. More more more!

  • jennaluna says:

    I am stoked I got to be a part of it! Thank you for sharing your amazing talents and creativity. I’m beyond excited for you in your endeavors and am in love with Onyx. Glad you are finding your authentic self more and more and embracing her and allowing all of us to as well.

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